2008/03/29
@ 10:21 午後

Gahs .

went blog hopping .

and saw all ex seniors post .

after their grad nights .

and i can imagine .

how we are gonna feel in november .

when ,

we are gonna leave eac other after 4 years of friendship/classmates ,

we are gonna go seperate ways .

and we may nt even see eac other again .

how will i feel then ?

idk .

but i know , it will nt be a pleasent one .

for sure .

even if we keep in touch in msn ,

the friendship will still fade away , fade away .

cuz ,

we will make new friends ,

and forget those old ones.

like when u came to sec sch from pri sch .

until now ,

how many pri sch friends do u still contact with ?

i mean as in still got go out tgt ,

call eac other ,

meet ups ?

nt in msn only .

its very rare .

so it will be the same things that is gonna happen .

i dun wan to feel it now ,

cuz i know it will be terrible .

hopes that nov will nt come so soon .

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2008/03/24
@ 10:51 午後

found it from someone 's blog
.all u need is a bucket for this.
its so .___________.
touching

A Mother's Sacrifice

My mom only had one eye.
I hated her...
she was such an embarrassment.
My mom ran a small shop at a flea market.
She collected little weeds and such to sell...
anything for the money we needed she was such an embarrassment.
There was this one day during elementary school.
I remember that it was field day, and my mom came.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school...
"Your mom only has one eye?!" and they taunted me.
I wished that my mom would just disappear from this world so I said to my mom, "Mom, why don't you have the other eye?!
You're only going to make me a laughing stock.
Why don't you just die?"
My mom did not respond.
I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time.
Maybe it was because my mom hadn't punished me, but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly.
That night...I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me.
I took a look at her, and then turned away.
Because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart.
Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye.
So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful, because I hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty.
Then I studied really hard.
I left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence I had.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
Then I had kids, too.
Now I'm living happily as a successful man.
I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom.
This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when someone unexpected came to see me "What?! Who's this?!" ...
It was my mother...Still with her one eye.
It felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.
My little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye.
And I asked her, "Who are you? I don't know you!!!" as if I tried to make that real.
I screamed at her "How dare you come to my house and scare my daughter!
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
And to this, my mother quietly answered, "oh, I'm so sorry.
I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared.
Thank good ness... she doesn't recognize me.
I was quite relieved.
I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life.
Then a wave of relief came upon me...one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
I lied to my wife saying that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, that I used to call a house...just out of curiosity there, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground.
But I did not shed a single tear.
She had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me.
She wrote:My son... I think my life has been long enough now. And... I won't visit Seoul anymore... but would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much.
And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I decided not to go to the school.... For you... I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you.
You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so I gave you mine...
I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
I was never upset at you for anything you did.
The couple times that you were angry with me.
I thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me.'
I miss the times when you were still young around me.
I miss you so much.
I love you.
You mean the world to me.

My world shattered!!!
Then I cried for the person who lived for me... MY MOTHER

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2008/03/21
@ 10:32 午後

yays .

im simply too bored now .

so came here to crap ;D

today finally bought a printer+scanner+photocopier .

l0l .

like , finally .

so can dun need ask ard for ppl to help me print liao luh .

so convinent now ;D

hahahas .

and , please tag after rreadding my blog ;D

wahahahahas .

i love my juniorsss ;D

its the 43th day alrd ;D

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2008/03/20
@ 8:06 午後

My juniors are so cute ;D

l0ls .

maybe because im old le bahs . T.T

but they are jus simply tooo cute ;D

they were the ones who make me wan go band de luh .

HAHHAHAAS .

nt other things .

LOLS .

and they really love stalking ppl .

GRRS .

HAHAHS .

but too bad im leaving this year (:

hahahahhaas .

;D


it's the 42th day alrd ;D

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2008/03/19
@ 11:11 午後

[ Samantha ] says:
at least i noe what is wang en fu yi
[ Samantha ] says:
lol
GUI(: we passed through like a nightmare is falling down. says:
l0l .
GUI(: we passed through like a nightmare is falling down. says:
hahahaa
GUI(: we passed through like a nightmare is falling down. says:
whats ying shui si yuan ?
[ Samantha ] says:
wang en fu yi de opposite
[ Samantha ] says:
haha
GUI(: we passed through like a nightmare is falling down. says:
ZZZZ.
GUI(: we passed through like a nightmare is falling down. says:
whats wang en fu yi ?
[ Samantha ] says:
ying shui si yuan de opposite lor
[ Samantha ] says:
haha


WAAHHAHAHAHAA . what a nice conversation ;D ==

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@ 10:58 午後

Closed off from loveI didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goalIs to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your faceYet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and
IKeep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love


;D 41th day alrd ;D

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2008/03/18
@ 8:59 午後

;D

school as usual .

zzz .

same old routine everyday laaaaa .

getting serious boredom . ;D

omygosssh .

l0ls .

shall not say . hohos .

gagagagaaa .

i want donughts ;D

and its the 40th day alrd ;D

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2008/03/16
@ 10:21 午後

TADAHHHHH. ;D

hohohohos .

nth to blog .

jus came for fun .

LOL .

hohohos .

its the 37 day alrd ;D

l0ls .

tmr got ss mildstone check .

hohoohs .

*bangs wall *

;D

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2008/03/15
@ 12:21 午後

i found out smth .

i will cry everynight .

i dunno why.

when everything is slient ,

quiet .

i will think of him .

of cuz . dun think too far .

its nt him .

its him ;D

我也很想你，我也知道你不会回来，我也希望你在哪里会感到很开心，快乐。

its alrd the 36 day .

time flys pretty fast yah .

gosh ,

im crying again.

omgomg .

i will never forget his smile ,

his face ,

and

his everything .

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2008/03/11
@ 7:41 午後

;D

im bored .

why now nobody online de T.T

boreeeeed ~

serious boredom .

;D

everything seems fine now uhs . (:

that's good ;D

went to compass with sam and jo today ~.~

eaten yoshi .

hohohos .

seems ages since i ate that =/

know what ? ;D

im in love with metor garden again .

no reason .

jus feel like watching =X

l0ls .

kay uhs .

byeeee ;D

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2008/03/09
@ 7:43 午後

hohohos .

bac with pictures ;D

i love my blog to have pics ;D

tadahhhh .

and tmr eng remedial bring what ?

anyone can tell me pls ;D

enjoy ~ ;D
see . this crow stands on only 1 leg when it has 2 legs ._. ?

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2008/03/08
@ 12:27 午後

excuse me Meiling , out of respect , if she dislikes me , its our prob , so stay out , there's a barrier to everything , and in our band , there's only one dark-skinned guy , and as the dark-skinned guy , i should take the responsibility to take whatever comments you said , so what I am unwanted , my life or your life , and FYI , you did say u NEED to go and GOING for the extra lesson , so its not my fault , you wronged your OWN words , trying to act don’t remember, my grandmother can remember whatever she said larh , despite being damn old , and you are only 16 and has STM , maybe you should go to the doctor , not me , the fat pig is a metaphor , check the dictionary if you don’t know what a metaphor is , pathetic yet acting cool , want call friends in , no backbone arh ?! pathetic , another reason for a visit to the doctor , and truthfully , you look about the same fatness as Arafat , lol ! okay larhh , give chance , like Humaira , lagi teruk ! anyway , you gave away your lie at your blog , and anyone can go to your blog , changing your blog url even gave away that you don’t want others to see where you had went , lol , a big mistake that you told me , and please larh eh , don’t act big just because you got connections , I can have my connections too , so jyeah , that all , want fight back , through msn larhh , this thing iss too long arh , too bad ):

OMG. im soo being pissed off by this email . and i only saw this email today . and i want to let everybody see (:

and i dun have connections . this is what friends are for . (:

and excuse me , i changed my link nt because of this , its because of my blogskin .

and why sld i nt tell u ? i got nth to hide . :D

and i nv say the dark person is u ah ?

u nv hear beofore the word dark face mehs ?

it means that the person very buay song la .

zzz .it really looks like u are saying yourself man .

nt me (:

and why through msn ?

u dun dare to let everyone see isit ?

HOHOHOS .

that means u got smth to hide .

aww man . (:

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@ 11:49 午前

ps uhs .

still find that 期待爱 nicer .

l0ls . now no nice song le =/

HOHOHOHOS . : D

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@ 11:27 午前

Hohohos .

looks like my predictions were right .

=/

dooms day coming ._.

and hohohohos .

like what celest say ,

shall nt pollute my blog .

tagbox maybe (:

see first =/

and ,

i like very long time nv post pics liao hors .

here's a pic for ytd .

l0ls .

and looks like ,

问题一波未平一波又起.

hahas.

thats for me only lahs .

i dunno you all .

the 6 of us shall find time to talk yarhs . (:
woots . walaos . daniel extra laaa . =/

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2008/03/07
@ 10:08 午後

Okay ,

u sucks .

i know who the god is le .

u revealed yourself man .

i'm nt that stupid kays : D

i will find my own way.

and i found it .

HOHOHOHOS.

wanna know?

ask me : D

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@ 3:11 午後

l0ls .

whats happening in my tag box == ?

._.

i shall nt say anything . hohohohos .

and to that "god"

you are revealing yourself .

zzzz .

(:

if im nt wrong , its you (:

HOHOHOHOHOS.

and ,

to those bandits ,

IM GOING BAND TODAY! (:

HOHOHOOHS .

10 year series ~ loveeee meeeeee . =/

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2008/03/06
@ 9:30 午後

know what ?

i wan to love 10 year series ~~~~~~~~~

help me (:

10 year series i love yoooooooouuuu . : D

love me bac . (:

hohohohos.

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@ 7:50 午後

Excuse me boy . small little boy i mean .

when did i ever say that the black idiot is u ?

HOHOHOHOHOO .

i said it yourself .

nt me (:

everyone can be my judge (:

and if u say im a 胖肥猪，pls get your words right .

sld be 大肥猪. HOHOHOHOHOS .

GET THE WORDS RIGHT BEFORE SAYING OTHER PPL .

大白痴。

btw , im nt fat (:

im only 46 u know (:

u ahs .

wind blow fly away LOHH~~~~~~~~

HOHOHOHOS .

hope u nv come bac (:

im unwanted ?

u are wrong (:

looks like u are the one who is unwanted .

l0ls .

HOHOHOS .

(:

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2008/03/05
@ 6:43 午後

HOHOHOHOS .

very funny .

i didnt't agree on the extra praactice .

and .

to that person named"GOD" , for goodnessake , u sucks .

i dun think u were even there to know if i agreed .

HOHOHOHOS .

and whats wrong if i nv go ?

I GO ONLY CAN SEE A BLACK FACE .

:)

and why use other ppl name to call me nicknames ?

YOU LOOOSSEERR ~

HOHOHOS .

hope u kenna crasheeeeed . (:

HOHOHOS .

i duunno why uhs .

she accepted .

zzz .

looks like im going to tell her to reconsider .

i think she will listen to my advice .

and u dun cry hor . (:

HOHOHOHOHOS.

tell ppl mus tell me first ma ,

so i can prepare a script .

to tell to everyone ~~~

AND I HATE TO SEE BLACK FACE~~~

(:

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2008/03/04
@ 7:37 午後

wth .

suddenly , im so ..

dunno how to say .

first of all , whats happening ==

im too blur alrd .

WHATS'S HAPPENING~~~~~~~~~

T.T

tell me ~

someone pls lead me ~

i dun wan to be stucked here ._.

knowing nth .

we shall see next week .

hohohos .

or when , when she get into contact with coms .

(:

im seeing a distaster befalling towards us ._.

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2008/03/03
@ 9:56 午前

FUCK OFFFF LAAAA .

HOPE U CLOSE DOWN SOON (:

ALWAYS HAVE THE MINDSET SINCE SEC 1 (:

CUZ .

OF SOMEONE .

I ONLY CAN SAY ,

BECAUSE OF HER , ALOT OF PPL DUN WAN GO .

AND ITS'S THE TRUTH .

EVERYBODY CAN SEE THAT .

MAYBE ONLY THOSE IDIOT CANT SEE .

HOHOHOS .

I MEAN . THOSE TRUE IDIOTS .

HOHOHOHOS .

FOR THOSE *PURE* BANDITS .

IM SORRY FOR LEETTING YOU ALL SEE THIS (:

FOR THOSE IMPURE ONES .

HOHOHOS .

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@ 9:37 午前

FUCK .

WHATEVER LA .

I JUS DUN WAN CAN A NOT .

IS YOU ALL WHO GAVE THOSE STUPID IDEAS .

I NEVER SAY I WANTED TO GO FOR THAT EXTRA THING AT ALL .

BAME IT ALL ON ME LA ?

BLAME ~

WHO CARES ANYWAY .

ONLY DUMBOS GO .

(:

HOHOHOS .

SEE BA .

SEE MY POST ~

SPEREAD TO EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD ~

COME AND LOOOK FOR ME .

I DUN CARE . (:

CUZ I NEVER SAY I WANTED UHS ?

DID U SEE ME NODDING ME HEAD ?

NO .

WHO TOLD U TO LOOK FOR ME .

HOHOHOS .

IF I DONT GO .

WHATS THE PROB WITH ME NT GOING ?

IT WONT DIE RIGHT .

WTF .

AND ITS ALL YOUR STUPID IDEADS ,

WHICH LEADED ALOT OF PPL NT GOING .

NT ONLY ME (:

CHANGE YOUR ATT BEFORE CHANGING OTHER PPLS MINDSET .

AND TO THAT PERSON ,

THANKS FOR TELLING THEM .

ITS THE GOOD TIME FOR ME TO SAY GOODBYE .

CUZ I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO . (:

ITS FINE FOR ME YOU KNOW (:

BYE IDIOTS .

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